The Default Identity Loop:Why You Keep Repeating Patterns Even When You Know Better

You don't repeat patterns because you're weak, you repeat patterns because your identity is trying to stay consistent with what it knows. It goes back to what it knows as same, even if the familiarity hurts. It doesn't feel good. It's not serving you.

Awareness might tell you what's happening, but it doesn't change who you are in the moment. You understand your patterns. That's not the problem. It's because you keep reinforcing the same identity under pressure.

The default identity loop lives in your nervous system. So unless you interrupt the loop in real time, you will continually reinforce the same identity again and again. But the question is, will you interrupt it? You're listening to The Unblocked Woman, the podcast for high achieving women who feel stuck, but know they're meant for more.

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And today I'm going to explain why insight doesn't change behavior and what actually does. We're talking about the behavior, not just your thoughts. We're going deeper here. Call it the default identity loop.

And coming back to awareness, which we've talked about in previous episodes, if awareness were enough, your life would already look different. You would be doing everything that you ever wanted to do and have everything you've ever wanted to have. Like everything would look different. You understand your patterns.

That's not the problem. The problem is that you still repeat them. And the question is why? And that is because that change doesn't fail at awareness.

It fails in the loop, the default identity loop, which is different than the thought model loop, which I've also talked about in previous podcasts. This one is deeper. This is at the identity level. There's a trigger.

There's a meaning. There's a reaction. There is an outcome. And from the outcome, your identity is reinforced.

So unless you interrupt that loop, you will keep proving the same thing. You will keep proving the same thing. You will keep proving version of yourself true over and over and over. And today, we're breaking it.

So let's talk about how the default identity loop works. First, there's a trigger. Something happens. Somebody hesitates, pulls back, says no, gets quiet, and you assign a meaning to it.

Your brain gives you a story and you create the story about what that event means. It might be, they don't value me. I am going to be rejected. I am not good enough.

And that meaning creates a reaction. Maybe you over-explain or you shut down or you discount your offer. The reaction produces an outcome, which could be an example of lower pay. You make less money.

There's more distance in your relationship. You've missed an opportunity. You're full of resentment. And the outcome then reinforces the identity.

See, I always struggle with money. See, I always get left. See, I am not consistent. I cannot stay consistent.

And once that identity is reinforced, the loop is ready to run again. And that is the default identity loop. There's a trigger. You attach a meaning to it.

There's a reaction, an outcome, reinforced identity. And that's the loop. Let's look how it works in different examples. And I'm going to bring up money as the first one because this is something that happens a lot with my clients.

So the trigger, or the example, is that I'm not consistent. I'm not consistent. The event is that a potential client hesitates when you tell them your price. And so you attach a meaning to it.

They think that I am too expensive. They think that I'm not established enough to offer these prices. They think that I'm not good enough. Or maybe it's I might lose this deal.

So your reaction is that you over-explain everything that's in that offer. Maybe you offer a discount or you add a bunch of extra bonuses in there just to make the price feel better. And the outcome might be that you close the sell, but you close it at a lower price. The outcome might be that you feel resentful because you didn't honor your pricing.

Or maybe you lost the sell. And you reinforce the identity that I always struggle with money or I have to work harder to earn money than other people do. I can't hold premium pricing. And the loop is complete.

The issue isn't pricing. It's actually an identity protection. The nervous system is trying to avoid rejection, avoid scarcity, avoid instability. So it collapses.

It goes back to what it knows as safe. And every single time you collapse, you reinforce. I am someone who can't hold my value. And it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Even though awareness was there, the loop still ran because the awareness lives in your mind. It lives in your mind. But the default identity loop lives in your nervous system. The body is going to react faster than logic.

So unless you interrupt the loop in real time, you will continually reinforce the same identity again and again. So just understanding it is not enough. You need to interrupt it. So let's look at how this works in relationships.

Your partner pulls back emotionally and gets quiet. You assign a meeting. You attach some meaning to it. They're losing interest in me.

I'm too much for them. Uh-oh, I'm about to be left. You attach some meaning to it. And so you start reacting.

Your reaction might be that you over-text. You're reaching out to them even more. You're suffocating them. You're over-explaining.

Maybe you shut down at first. You pulled back. Maybe you people-please. Maybe you do all of this.

But the outcome is a push-pull dynamic. Maybe there's emotional resistance or the emotional distance increases and resentment builds because they're like, you're psycho. You're being crazy. And you reinforce the identity.

The relationship crumbles or maybe he pulls back even more and there's more distance. And you think, I always end up here. I am hard to love. People leave me.

I have to earn connection. And you've completed the loop. Your partner pulling back isn't actually the issue. The issue is that you're- Your identity is being protected as I'm the one who gets left.

So you're protecting your identity. So the nervous system reacts preemptively. And the reaction creates the very distance that it fears. And your identity is reinforced.

The reason why awareness doesn't work, it's good to be aware. But if you already know, when my partner gets quiet, I panic because I fear abandonment. And you're aware of this. Maybe you've even done therapy.

You've read books. You can articulate it really perfectly and beautifully. Like this is what happens every single time. You completely understand it.

And you are completely aware. It's because you didn't interrupt the loop. So the identity of where you're currently living stayed intact. You don't repeat patterns because you're weak.

You repeat patterns because your identity is trying to stay consistent with what it knows. The default identity loop, it will always protect from familiarity. Even if the familiarity hurts. It doesn't feel good.

It's not serving you. But it's what you know. Identity is not what you want. Identity is what you repeatedly reinforce.

Awareness might tell you what's happening, but it doesn't change who you are in the moment. Identity will always default to what it knows under pressure. And that's why awareness or insight alone fails. Unless you change your response in the moment, you reinforce the same identity again and again and again.

So that's why at the beginning of this episode, I said, if awareness were enough, you would already be different because it would be enough. You wouldn't repeat the same patterns that seem logical, but that's the part that most women miss. Awareness explains the pattern. Here's the pattern, but it doesn't interrupt the pattern.

Now I want to talk to you about the interruptions. Interruption, which is what I call the shift cycle. In order to interrupt it, you have to see it. That's the awareness, which we are aware, right?

But then you have to shift it and hold it long enough for identity to update. And that's where it gets really uncomfortable because when you shift a little bit, the discomfort comes up. You need to hold it long enough for the identity to update. So once you respond differently and you stay with it, you're going to have to shift it.

And that's where it gets really uncomfortable. You stop feeding the old version of yourself. And that's where the change actually begins. So how do we interrupt the default loop when using the shift cycle?

Shift cycle, see it, hold it, shift it. Seeing it is looking at it and having an honest observation without any judgment or blame. A lot of times when we see a pattern that we're doing and we get frustrated with ourself, I want you to take out. Any kind of judgment, any kind of blame and look at it honestly, like, oh, this is what I do when my nervous system doesn't feel safe or when I don't feel safe.

Once you see it, you have a choice to do something different. And that's where you hold the capacity or you anchor in this new identity saying, okay, even through this discomfort, I am going to repeat this pattern over and over and over until this becomes the new normal. So what this looks like is maybe your old pattern is that you under charge and you panic. Like you see it, but you don't know what it is.

So what you're doing is you're holding it. The seeing it part is that, oh, here I go. I noticed that I panic when someone hesitates when it comes to my pricing. Next time I'm offering pricing is I am going to deliver the price with confidence and I am going to hold the price.

I'm not going to offer any extra bonuses. I'm not going to decrease the price. I'm not going to offer payment plans. It's just going to be this price.

Holding it with a little bit of confidence I'm not going to collapse. If they say no, if they say no, they weren't meant to be part of. If they say no, they were not meant to work with me. It's practical.

That's clean. That's authority based. So here's the real reason why people fell and don't do this. Most people will shift once and they'll shift, but very few will actually hold it.

Holding it is the hardest part, but if you cannot hold it, you cannot anchor in this new identity, change won't stabilize. And if change doesn't stabilize, breakthroughs fade. They don't last because you will reabsorb back to what's comfortable. Identity will not shift through intention.

It shifts through repetition over and over and over. And as you go through that repetition, you have proof that, oh, this is safe to be here. So most women will feel like they're stuck. Because they don't know enough.

But the truth is you're not stuck because you don't know enough. It's because you keep reinforcing the same identity under pressure. You don't need more strategy. You don't need another breakthrough.

All you need to do is interrupt your pattern by living consciously enough to see it, shift it and hold it and hold it long enough for your identity to stabilize. That is the work. If this episode hit something in you, then I'm excited and I'm proud of you. That means that you can see your own loop running and you're in the work.

This is not a problem. This is awareness. So the question is, will you interrupt it? That is the question.

That is the work we do inside the collective. And that is the work we do. And we practice in real time. There's no crazy mindset shift work.

It's identity stabilization so that you can start doing things differently as your up-leveled woman, as your unblocked woman. So until the woman you're becoming is no longer a stretch, she will always resort back to the default. So if you need to listen to this podcast again, do it. If you need to share it with a friend, do it.

If you want to come deeper into the work, then I invite you. We also have a really great time and I'll see you on the inside. Otherwise, take care. I hope you...

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